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Actually it is 12/10/08

 

I have been slacking. Well, no, not really. I have been very very busy with schoolwork and I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I tried to get on here and blog but somehow my posts got messed up so the night that it happened I just said forget about it and went to bed. Now I am back for a little while and will blog what I wanted to say a week ago. Haha.

 

I have been a writing fool lately. I am excited though because today I just finished a huge play analysis for my Theatre class. It must be like 15 pages long. I did it on Tennessee Williams play A Streetcar Named Desire. It is an interesting play and an even more interesting author but man was this project not fun. I had to chart out the scenes and the action in the play. I had to write an essay on the author and another essay on my impressions of the play among a few other things. I am glad it is over although I want to learn a lot more about Tennessee Williams. What I learned about him only scratched the surface and like I said he was really interesting and he was a great writer.

 

I also had to do a research paper for Psych. We conducted an experiment a few weeks ago about how (or if) color effects emotions and we had to incorporate our research into an APA paper. That was also a lot of work – 12 to 13 pages worth. Truth to tell I haven’t done too many research papers and I had not done one for psych ever. I was stressed out bigtime but I did fabulous. I submitted a rough draft Monday and I got 50 points out 50pts. I got my paper back today and the prof wrote "Great job"  on it. I had a few little things to fix and now I am good to go. I am so happy it didn’t need major revision. Not bad for my first Psych research paper.

 

Now all I have to do is work on my 4-6 page paper for Literary Analysis. I have to do a research paper on Waiting for the Barbarians. My paper is colonial/post-colonial analysis on how the author uses the main character’s penis to represent Empire – it is a book about an unknown colony (could be anywhere but the author is from South Afirca) an how the main character who is a magistrate feels for the native peoples ‘the barbarians’ of the colonized lands and has a relationship with a girl who was tortured in the name of Empire. It is very interesting but extremely complex. I am having trouble reigning in my ideas. I have about 3 pages written but I was not happy with it so I went to my prof and we talked about it. She said I made my argument but I have to organize my paper better. Luckily she gave me some extra time to work on the paper so I could get all the other crap out of the way I needed to do, namely the 2 aforementioned papers. So yeah I am all about writing these days.

 

I have some awesome professors – they are so helpful, they care about how their students are doing, and they are not opposed to telling you when you do a good job. I got some lovely compliments this past week. On my way into the English dept with my Literary Analysis prof I saw my Engish prof (I absolutely love her). She said to my Lit prof, "Oh you have her as a student too, isn’t she awesome." That made me feel wonderful, such a nice compliment and in front of another professor too! Talk me up, I hope to make a (a positive ) name for myself at UofM – Flint. Then today when I handed over my project to my Theatre prof she said "Jackie you are a good student." I didn’t know what to say. I have done a lot of writing for her class and most of it has been fun and easy – opinion papers mostly, plus two peformance critiques I posted below in another blog entry (which I used for extra credit in another class, hehe). I always get A’s (full point value) and nice compliments on my papers so I think she likes my writing. I like writing too, especially when I complete a paper or project but it can get overwhelming.

 

It is exam time at school. I just have a couple more exams (the hardest) on Monday and then I am done. I can’t wait although I am going to miss my professors. I may see the English prof again – she wants me to take a Linguistics class she teaches. I already have my classes set for next semester so I will have to take it next fall or something.

 

I haven’t been doing much of anything else, just school, work, homework, school, work and back around again. I am ready to cut loose and party!! hahaha, I was so envious of the people that went out the night before Thanksgiving and partied. That is the biggest bar night of the year. Not for me though. I had to stay home and work on schoolwork. I had a nice Thanksgiving though.

 

Wow, wow, this is all about school. I read a study that students who write about adjusting to college do better (GPA +) than those who do not. I always felt that writing about my experiences in school helped me, even though I am not ‘adjusting’ or just starting at college (but I am adjusting to a new school). I wish I could find the time to write more. There is a ton of stuff I want to write about, even stuff besides school. Especially stuff besides school, but I have to get through this semester first. Then I will have time to relax a little an maybe do a few interesting and fun things.

 

By the way, I hate what they have done to Spaces. It is harder to navigate. Why the changes??

 

 

and one I like about the American auto company crisis/bailout ….

 

 

 

How I Learned to Drive

            On Saturday, November 22^nd my husband and I went to The University Theatre in Flint and saw the play How I Learned to Drive by Paula Vogel. Unfortunately we arrived late, after the play had already started. I was sorry to be late because I had just read the play and really wanted to see it performed. We were not too late though; I believe we only missed about the first five minutes. I was worried about my husband understanding the play, specially since we missed a bit, because he had not read it.

            How I Learned to Drive is a weird play. It is not a traditional play where the action starts at one point and time moves chronologically forward. The play, a story about an adolescent girl, Li’l Bit who was sexually molested by her uncle, jumps around in time. I guess it is a story told in flashbacks. It works well though because the last scene of the play is shocking – it is when the girl is first molested by her uncle. In this production of the play there were two versions of the character Li’l Bit – an older, grown up Li’l Bit, who basically functions as the narrator and the younger Li’l Bit, who is always in the ‘past’ – she speaks and acts as the adolescent character in her ‘present’ circumstances as the older version tells the story looking on from the present or the young Li’l Bit’s future self.

The other characters in the play were Uncle Peck, the molester and Lil’s Bits family, a few high school girls, and a waiter. In the script of the play all the family and other small parts were to be played by three Greek Choruses. In this production there were single actors portraying each part, although some actors took on two roles. I like that there was just one actor instead of a chorus representing a character. This made the play more traditional and easier to follow. It also made the characters more real.

Although the action of play takes place in many different settings (a car, a kitchen, a bedroom, a dorm room, a hotel room, a restaurant, a school locker room), there were no set changes in this production of the play. The set was laid out in three distinct areas – a kitchen on one side, a bedroom in the middle, and a restaurant scene set up off to the other side. There was a bench set up downstage, close to the audience that was used for the car. Each area was spotlighted when the action was taking place in them, leaving unused areas in the dark. I thought this was ingenious way to set up the play and use of the stage. That way a few basic set-ups were used many different ways. Places like a locker room were just imagined.

Overall, I really liked the play. My husband thought it was a little strange because of the subject and the non-traditional time order of the play. The acting was good, specially the actor who played Uncle Peck. Bart Allen Burger did a good job of making Uncle Peck likeable yet damaged too. I guess he has charisma. He did a great southern accent too. The last scene of the play, when Li’l bit is molested for the first time was horrible as it should be. I mean that it was totally believable and cringe worthy to watch. I felt like I was being molested. Uncle Peck was touching her breasts and I felt like I was in Li’l Bit’s place trying to fend his hands off my breasts. I had to shut my eyes. I did like the play but I couldn’t wait to get out of there at the end. It was nice that older Li’l Bit’s monologue was a little humorous at the end of the play – it lightened the mood and gave the audience a chance to laugh after a horrifying scene. It gave hope- everything is going to be all right.

 

 

 Metamorphoses

            My husband and I saw the play Metamorphoses at The University Theatre, University of Michigan – Flint on Sunday, November 23, 2008 at 2pm. We had never seen a production of Metamorphoses before nor read the play so we did not really know what to expect. I read the synopsis of the play in the program and understood it to be about mythology. I am not a big fan of mythology – not sure why but it kind of bores me, it has never been my cup of tea. Still, I looked forward to seeing the performance because I had heard that the play was performed in a pool of water and that seemed interesting. I hoped for the best – that the play would interest me and I could come up with something to write about.

            My husband and I arrived early at the theatre and had time to look at all the beautiful photographs of the actors in the production. The photographs were taken by Lake Fenton high school students for a new project in conjunction with the University Theatre and Dance Department. I thought this was a great idea to get younger kids involved with the different aspects of the theatre, the arts and the community.

The play itself got off to a late start.  One of the actors had been in a car accident the day before, so she had to be replaced by her understudy, which called for some extra rehearsing. I couldn’t wait for the play to get started or at least get into my seat so I could study the set – I was intrigued by the pool of water I had heard about. Finally, at about 2:20 the house was opened and we were shown to our seat. The set was beautiful but sparse. There was a pool which took up most of the thrust stage. Behind the pool were tall columns (six, I believe), and behind the columns were arches. The columns, arches and stage (tiles) surrounding the pool all looked like a lovely, peachy marble. I really liked the set – it set the tone (the columns especially) for getting ready to see a mythological play. For who can see columns and not think of the Greeks or Romans and mythology? The music that was played prior to the opening of the show was whimsical classical music and that too set the tone. I thought that this might turn out all right – I might end up enjoying myself. At the very least the play would be interesting.

The play was made up of about 10 scenes or vignettes from Greek and Roman myths. I recognized some of the myths from childhood. Most of the myths were sad and had dark themes of death and loss, such as King Midas turning his daughter to gold, a woman losing her husband at sea (this scene was poorly acted), a man eaten up by hunger (I did not like the character Hunger in this scene – I think this may have been poorly cast), and a husband trying to get his wife back from the underworld. In between some of the vignettes were bits of silliness, put in to lighten the mood. There was a brief scene of Narcissus and also a cute little scene of Pandora’s box but these myths were just a brief suggestion using visual and auditory gags – no story was explained here.

In my opinion, which I admit may be skewed because I am not fond of mythology, I did not think the myths were very good – they did not seem to go into depth or were not dramatic enough. This play was mythology ‘lite’ that did not quite succeed. Something did not ring true with the stories and I am not sure if it was the acting or the writing/script of the play. I think it may have been both but mostly the writing. It did not pull me in. The silly bits between the vignettes, while they were cute, were not funny enough to really make me laugh out loud. The whole play was just mildly entertaining to me (mainly because of the set and lighting) and not at all because of the acting, directing, or the play itself. The play mixed modern music, sensibilities, and props (such as an oddly out of place pool net) with the old. This did not work for me, and while a little amusing at times, seemed out of place. There was one vignette I did like, the story of Pomona and Vertumnus (A god loves the goddess of gardens orchards who turns her back on Aphrodite and love, and ignores Vertumnus until he disguises himself as an old woman). I liked that mainly because of the silliness of the situation, the cuteness of it, and the actors were very good in these roles. I did not like the fact that this story was interrupted for the rather disturbing story of Myrrha (a girl who turns her back on the goddess of love and sleeps with her father). It seemed the story of Pomona and Vertumnus was cut short for this dark myth, which did not seem to be explained in full either. Most of the stories were too dark to be lighter fare and ended up being disjointed and watered down. The stories that were truly ‘lite’ were not developed enough within the play to really entertain.

The aspect of the play that really drew me in, and I have already talked about a little, was the set and the lighting. I loved the columns, arches, and of course the pool. I liked the color of the set, a peachy marble look. I loved the pool and the idea of doing a play in the water. I would have loved to have worked on this play (specially when I was younger and practically lived in the pool all during the summer months, inventing games and activities for water play). Performing in the water looked like a lot of fun. This is something you don’t see in the theatre everyday. The lighting was beautiful too, with different backlighting used for the different vignettes. There was lovely lighting used after the story of Pomona and Vertumnus concluded; it was a dappled lighting that made the effect of being in a forest. I also liked it when the set was only minimally lighted. You could just make out the contrast of the architectural details and the actors against the low lighted background. In the end scenes, a reflective mood was set with the use of candles held by the actors. The candles were floated in the pool at the end, which made the set magical and romantic.

Overall, I am sorry to say that I did not enjoy the play Metamorphoses, nor did my husband. I think this is mainly because we are not into mythology but personally, I don’t think the play was well written or put together. Most of the stories were too heavy, strange, and tragic to be made light of or it was not done successfully here. I don’t think it was the fault of the actors or director, I think it was the fault of the playwright/script or even the subject matter. Although I loved the set and lighting and found them interesting,  I walked away from the theater dissatisfied. There was no substance, and I did not feel really entertained. I did not get a nice meaty story to take with me and ponder on later nor was I happy with the memory of laughter of the funniness of the play. Oh well – at least I didn’t leave with a headache.

 

 

 

                                                                                               

OK, I am all over the board today but I get scattered when I get stressed.

 

I have been so anxious lately. Too much to do, too little time and energy. Every time I turn around I am having some kind of test for school. I have 2 tests on Wednesday, a test next Monday and I have to make-up a test from last Wednesday (I was exhausted and the professor was kind enough to let me make-up the test another day). I also have to present my rough draft of the big paper (5-7 pages) for Literary Analysis to the class on Monday – I have not started yet, and don’t even have a solid idea of what I want to write about!  In addition to all these tests, I have to see a play and write a small paper on that, I have a play analysis project to work on (doing it on Tennessee Williams A Streetcar Named Desire), a psych paper to research and develop an experiment for (luckily the experiment part can be done in a group), all this plus a few more tests and smaller papers to write. All of this within the next 4 weeks. Yikes – the pressure is mounting.

 

This week is going to be especially hard. I have all this schoolwork and 4 birthdays to celebrate this week. My nephew has a birthday on the 13th, my stepson on the 15th, my Dad and my niece on the 16th. I don’t know how the heck I am going to fit it all in. Don’t get me wrong, I want to celebrate everyones birthdays and be with my family but I wish all this was another week. Something has got to give.

 

I was ready to throw in the towel this morning but …. for one thing, okay a few things; I found out I got a decent grade on my last Algebra test. I was relieved about that. Then, after Literary Analysis class I was talking to some classmates about the big paper. I told them I didn’t really have a solid idea about what my paper was going to be about and I was worried. This lady who sits next to me said "Yeah right, you always do well. You always get your papers back with ‘perfect’ on them." I was surprised that she noticed – it is not like I was bragging on them (like I do on here, haha) or anything. Plus I work damn hard for those grades! Her comment made me stop and appreciate what I have accomplished so far this term and gave me hope that I could/would come up with something for the ‘big paper’. I ran into a classmate from psych class on my lunch break and we talked about all the pressure we have been feeling – that made me feel even better. You know, to commiserate with another going throught the same things. She has like 20 credit hours (she is actually attending 2 universities!). Finally, in my last class, Drama as Performance (theatre class) I received a paper back that I wrote last week (I wasn’t too sure about it) about the whole boy meets girl comedy formula  – I received an A on it. 20 out of 20 points – the prof wrote ‘Excellent’ on it. I wrote the paper very quickly (pressed for time and ideas) on the movie Pride and Prejudice, just hoping to get some kind of points on it. I am so happy it turned out really well. This was the final shot in the arm that I needed. Well for a little while anyway. Now I have to get down to some work.

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Here is my little vent I was thinking about today though, even after all was said and done.  I work my ass off to get my grades – nothing is easy. It seems that people think that because someone gets good grades (or maybe they just don’t think about it at all – don’t realize the effort it takes) that it is easy for them, that the work and the grades come easy. Um, no. It takes work, time, energy, and sacrifice. I can’t do all that I want to, I can’t be with my family and friends as much as I would like because I have to put school first much of the time. My house is not in the shape I would like it to be in, nor my own appearance for that matter. I just ask for some understanding of the time and work it takes into going to college and trying to get some decent grades. Yeah, it is not hard labor/backbreaking work but it is exhausting and stressful. Please just understand that I may have to take time away from family and friends now but I am doing so I can make a better future for myself, family and friends.  OK, Mom? LOL. She made me feel a little guilt last week and it is sticking to me. Moms!

 

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Here is my Drama paper. I love it. It is a fluffy little piece but I am proud of it. I am posting it because I love P&P and I may want to expand on this topic later, also I just like to post work that I received good grades on so I can remember and maybe get inspiration from. I CAN DO IT!

 

 

"Comedies: Boy Meets Girl Formula in Pride and Prejudice"

     The story is set in the early 1800’s in England and concerns the Bennet family. The Bennet family is comprised of the parents and 5 daughters. They are a poor family but the father is a gentleman who owns an estate, which unfortunately is entailed away from the daughters. This is customary for the time. The girls do not have very good prospects for marriage, being poor and having small dowries, as well as lower class family connections on their mother’s side of the family.

     The story opens with the arrival of a new gentleman in town, Mr. Bingley, He brings with him his family (2 sisters, a brother-in-law, and a good friend) and good friend, Mr. Darcy. The families meet up and Mr. Bingley is immediately smitten with the eldest Bennet daughter Jane. She soon falls in love with Mr. Bingley. His family is not impressed with her family, nor is Mr. Bingley’s good friend, Mr. Darcy. This (the families opposition, as well as the friends) is the main obstacle to Mr. Bingley and Jane getting together. Mr. Bingley’s sisters, along with Mr. Darcy conspire to keep this couple apart because they think the Bennet family is lacking in manners and class, (as well as money) which the behavior some of the family does support (this is where the comedy comes in – the mother is loud and scheming and the 3 younger sisters are somewhat whiney with the 2 youngest being boy crazy). Mr. Bingley is drawn away from the Bennet family, to London, where his family and friend convince him that Jane did not really have any interest in him. Jane and Mr. Bingley are successfully kept apart and Jane is heartbroken about it, all the while she is in the dark as to exactly why Mr. Bingley lost interest in her.

     Mr. Darcy, against his better judgment, falls for Elizabeth Bennet – even as he schemes to keep his friend and her sister apart. He is a prideful, upper class man who owns a great estate and has titled (his aunt is a Lady) family connections. He discovers he loves Elizabeth despite her low connections, her family’s behavior, and lack of money. Mr. Darcy’s pride is an obstacle to getting the girl. He does, eventually, over rule this obstacle and propose to Elizabeth but she won’t have him! She does not like the way he acted (full of pride) and the fact that he does not hide his reservations about asking her to marry him in his proposal. In fact, she finds out that he schemed (and is quite proud of himself) to keep her sister and Mr. Bingley apart and is livid. Elizabeth tells Mr. Darcy exactly how she feels about him and he is shocked. He thought she would be grateful to accept his proposal and is embarrassed to find out otherwise. This revelation and her subsequent anger toward Mr. Darcy become an obstacle to their ever being together.

     Mr. Darcy contemplates his behavior and eventually realizes he cannot live without Elizabeth. He goes about setting things right – telling Mr. Bingley about the plan to keep him and Jane apart. Elizabeth also contemplates her behavior as well as that of her family and realizes that Mr. Darcy may have had some valid points. She has a change of heart. Maybe it is all brought home to her when she see his magnificent estate and realizes “I might have been mistress of all this.” The two couples involved are thrown together again (through other mishaps and circumstances) and despite the opposition and surprise of their families, the gentlemen eventually propose to the ladies and are accepted. The story ends with a double wedding and they all live happily ever after – far away from their relatives.