I stink. I am smelling funky. Perhaps I should start the day off with a shower. Actually, I’ve been up for a few hours just fucking around, listening to music. I really didn’t want to get up early today–I think I was up close to 9–but something made me get out of bed. Oh yeah, I wanted some tea, which I have yet to make and it is almost 4 hours later. Yikes!
So, we are quarantined. I was made to quarantine. I love staying home. I have so many things in my house that I can do, and I am not talking about cleaning and organizing. I have all the things to keep me occupied but sadly, I cannot quarantine. It seems my jobs are essential–for now. It is a blessing and a curse. I am still making money, which is good. And I don’t have to fuck with trying to get unemployment. Awesome! But I would really like to stay home. I want to play with all my stuff. I have tarot cards and coloring books galore. I have a whole library to read. I have musical instruments. I have games I want to play, both old school and board. I have software I can play with–language software, writing (character development) software. I have paint by numbers painting to paint. I have pendulums and rune stones…I have all kinds of things!! But I have been working, working, working, and as much overtime as I can snatch away from my co-workers, haha. Coronavirus be damned!! I will endanger my life for a few measly dollars. All to pay for the shit I cannot play with. HA!
Yes, I am an idiot. Or, that is my shame. I am a spendthrift and an idiot…as I sit here denying it in my funk.
I stink.
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