Ugh. I’ve done nada. Well, I am eating less most of the time. I think I lost a few pounds but nothing earth shattering. I have less energy now than when I wrote out my goals. I’ve been working as much as I can but that’s about it. The Cymbalta medication has not helped me. I guess it was supposed to energize me. It hasn’t. So now they are trying me on a lower dose of Cymbalta plus Wellbutrin. Yay. I haven’t started yet because I am not all that excited about it. I have been having crazy dreams lately–not sure what medication is doing that (seems to happen when I take an Ibuprofen 800 before bed) but I think Wellbutrin causes vivid dreams too. And my doctor wants to do a sleep study to see if I have sleep apnea. Ugh. Fun. I don’t think I have sleep apnea, I just have some nerve and pain issues (hips and knees, primarily) that wake me up. Not to mention a needy kitty that jumps on us in the night and tries to wake us up too early in the morning.
So yeah, just been working…I love my job, hate the pay. I really need to get serious about finding a better job and put my degrees to work. I need a job with better pay and better benefits (for me and my husband). All these damn health problems cost money. I don’t have the coverage for all these issues. The only thing I am happy about regarding my health insurance is my prescription coverage.
I keep keeping on though. I’ll keep working at it.
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