It’s the new year and guess what? I got no motivation. UGH! All I want to do is chill. I am chilling, quite literally. It is too cold here in Michigan–the weather has been in the single digits or in negative numbers. It is really getting to me. Well the weather and I have been sick with a head cold. I need to get motivated. I want to finish my Master’s degree, I want to take the CNA test, I want to get healthier…
Right now all I do lately is lay around, watch TV, and eat. I don’t want to gain back the weight I lost. I WANT TO LOSE IT!!
It seems like this always happens. I see myself making progress and then I fizzle out. Am I sabotaging myself? I don’t know. Part of me thinks yes, but part of me knows that I have quite a few challenges to overcome in addition to the weather and being sick with a cold.
I need to push ahead though! I need to push through the challenges.
One thing I need to do is see my doctor. I’ve been having a problem with my knees, or is it my legs in general. It is hard to determine the exact nature of the problem though mobility is an issues at times. I need to get this taken care of for my health–so I can exercise, so I can work, so I can get a better job.
I need to call my doctor and make an appointment. I should have done it today. I must do this Monday.
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