I am trying to push through all the bullshit and get some stuff done. It has been slow going–like inchworm pace. I felt better yesterday but didn’t get much done. I had too much running around to do and that makes me tired. I had to pick my husband up from work early so he can work on our taxes. Ugh. I had to take my oldest nephew to the doctor. Ugh. These were both fairly short and easy trips yet they kept me from planning my day the way I wanted to. I got some laundry done but dishes piled up again. Ugh. Then there was the drama of the bus. My youngest nephew was having a bad day and punched the bus window. Thankfully it did not break but he came home crying, wouldn’t come in the house, then the boys had me believing the window was broken. My nephew was upset and the bus driver told him he was getting kicked off the bus. He know he will have huge trouble if that happens. Again, thankfully, that did not happen…yet. The bus driver, being very nice and understanding (though upset), called me and put my mind at ease. Though she does not want that behavior to repeat itself. I talked t my nephew and he seemed pretty sorry. I made him write an apology note and today all was well.
Today I decided to go grocery shopping before work. I got it out of the way but since I was in the store too long, I didn’t get to have the breakfast I wanted. I had to hurry and put stuff away, eat, and then take a short shower. Ugh. I worked, which was it was a good day–short and sweet. I got home, got laundry started, dishes going, my counters and table wiped down. I got lots done early on but then I crashed. My back was hurting! I barely worked but my back hurt. Ugh. I think it is intestinal and urinary tract issues. It could have something to do with my obesity but I know a lot of it is I am having poopy problems. Ugh.
So I can’t get to the things that really matter to me–looking for a better job, and looking at options for school. I need to get a move on. Time’s a-wastin. I’m trying, I’m trying.
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