I am so sick of doing the same dishes over and over again, the same laundry. Not that I want to do new dishes and laundry, I am just sick of doing the same old thing over and over again. It is killing me. I need to start living my life for me not everybody else. Me and my husband…we got some work to do in order to create the life we really want. We do too much for others and we are tired. I feel we have sacrificed too much and time is getting on. We both feel stuck too. We are sick of the same bullshit all the time, the same sameness.
I miss school. I need to go back and finish my Masters; then start on another one, ha. My husband wants something different out of life as far as his career. He wants to go to school. I need to push him. I need to push myself. We must build a life we want, not a life lived for others.
One the bright side, there is one thing that me and my husband do all the time…usually more of the same but I never tire of–ha ha, and not I am not just talking about sex–I never tire of going up north, to Mackinac or any of our favorite places. Sometimes our little trips are the only thing that keep me going. I got to keep thinking of that. We have a Mackinac trip planned in a couple of weeks. And me and my husband were very blessed this summer. We were able to take a 10 day camping trip to the U.P. and visit some favorites and explore some new. We also went to Sault Ste. Marie for Labor Day week-end and did our annual Mackinac Bridge walk. Not that is the kind of ‘sameness’ I can handle. I guess you could say I live for our times up north; we really need to move up there because I like to live everyday not just during the times I am up north. I don’t think the same ole same ole sameness of dishes and laundry would bother me as much up there.
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