First of May :)

Oh my! It is May already. I haven’t done anything I set out to this year…yet. I have been so fatigued…and so unmotivated. It is frustrating. I am working on it though but I am moving at a snails pace. It sucks. I am hopeful though. I am not too depressed…I just gotta keep on keepin on and hope I’ll kick it into high gear soon. Ha.

Goals:

Walk a bunch each day…at least 10,000 steps but much more when I can.

Read lots…especially for school (composition theory) and some short stories.

Write every day–journal, blog at least.

I just get bogged down in the day to day. It has been all I can do to keep on on dishes and laundry, and to keep up with my nephews. I do the same things over and over again and it is making me feel stuck. I am stuck. I need to break out of it. Hopefully the nicer weather and plans for summer will help me. I have to, HAVE TO, start walking–my husband and I have a week long U.P. trip camping planned and I want to do some hiking. Plus we have a week-end on Mackinac Island coming up and I want to be able to walk the hills, climb the stairs, without feeling like I am going to have a heart attack 🙂 Then I need to get prepared to go back to school. I want to finish my master’s degree (in rhetoric and composition) and start a new one (in either counseling or social work)…or maybe even try to get into a doctorate program. I need school. NEED IT! So these things I need to do to help me break out of this funk I’ve been in. I have a lot to be thankful for–a great husband, my family, a nice house, my own personal library–but I have so much more I want to accomplish in life. Time to get on with it. I am hopeful.

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