This is the worst fall I have had in a while. I have been sick three or four times since September on top of already being achy and exhausted because my fibromyalgia and CFS (and depression/anxiety) are being all that they can be. It is frustrating because as usual I have tons of things I need to do and want to do (like write in this blog) but all I seem to do is sleep or lay in bed trying to sleep. It seems insomnia is toying with me also. I am a wreck. I have not had a good semester at school– I am behind and uninspired– and I have not been able to look for a better job like I wanted to. So I am stuck in a rut and so very unproductive. Can’t wait for the semester is over…can’t wait until this fall is over. Maybe with the change in weather I will start to feel better (I have a friend that has fibromyalgia too and she has had a very bad fall as well so we are blaming the weather). I can only hope that I am done with being sick as I have had every damn cold this fall; I know next semester will definitely be better although it may be more work. I have to make a push to get caught up with this semester, get rest, and get in the right frame of mind to make next semester, next year, better. I guess writing this post is the first step in that process. I am trying to get myself fired up. I do feel a little better–a little more energized. 🙂
And I just joined two fibromyalgia online support groups…and I think I will start a fibromyalgia blog too! LOL…
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