So, hhmmmm. No visits yet this week? Not getting what you were looking for? Awwww.
I just want you to know what a wealth of information you have given me about the dark side of human nature – manipulation, the need to control people, jealousy, insecurity, the way a person can lie to get what they want and last but not least, hypocrisy. Wow, it must be amazing to be you and not have a conscience. I know you think I am jealous of you (now who could have told me that?) and I must admit that I am. I wish I could go around treating people as you do and get away with it – not feel a twinge of remorse, regret … that something is not quite right with me and my pathological ‘animosity’.
Oh no wait, forget it. I don’t think I ever want to be that fucked up. I don’t think, even with all my flaws and eccentricities, that I could be THAT fucked up.
But I also wanted to let you know, don’t worry, I am working on the whole story. It is being recorded. Perhaps I won’t blog about it but it will all come out eventually.
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